Kylie Holdem

I haven’t even introduce myself on here yet. It’s wonderful to connect with you!
I’m Kylie and for the last few years, I’ve been diving deep into the de-conditioning process of myself. It’s been a ride.
2019 was a huge catalyst. I discovered sound therapy and started studying it. A big part of my work is for clients to reconnect to the essence within themselves. To me that also means living authentically. Which is why I share so much of my story of who I was before and where it has led me to. The changes and shifts that have occurred.
Let's continue on…… I had redundancy in my work, which was a bit of a shock to the system. Then a couple of months later I was approached for a new role in the same industry, starting in December. We all know what happened next…….
The beginning of the “plandemic” I went from someone who went along with the “status quo” Didn’t rock the boat, was the balancer in relationships. A chameleon, depending on who I was around, changing my personality to suit. Then 2020 happened. I remember looking up at the sky and thinking. “The world doesn’t shut down for a virus”
I really couldn’t make sense of it, but what I did know was that something in my whole being knew that something wasn’t right. The gym shut down because of the “lock downs” and I had a whole month at home. If you were a fly on the wall. You would see me surrounded by books, internet, listening and completely absorbing myself into information 24/7. I looked like a mad professor, it was absolute bliss to me. Nowhere to go, no place to be, no time constraints.
In a nutshell. I discovered everything that I knew to be true and what the world was about. Was all a complete lie. And at the same time, I became to see the divinity in all of us and myself as energetic, human beings.
An awakening kind of like a massive explosion of my known world to collapse around me and also the visceral feeling knowing that we are so much more than our physical bodies.
It was around Easter April 2020 where SRA (satanic ritual abuse) was shown to me. Child trafficking, the depths that it goes and the public figures, Hollywood etc that are connected to it. Surprisingly my mind and body seemed to be handling the shock of the new knowledge I was discovering. But at the same time in my mind, it was like “how can I help”
The only thing at that time that I could think of was raising my vibration. And I thought that going vegan, was the way that I could do something to aid in that moment. I remember feeling unwell that night, laying in the fetal position, on the floor in the dark. The next day I woke up, sat outside with a cuppa and I felt like someone had whooshed a veil off from over my head. My vision had changed. It’s hard to describe in words. I went to the shopping mall that day for food, still in lockdown. I noticed the eyes of men and women, when I walked past them that they seemed lifeless, dead even. It was very weird. (oh yea and them wearing masks, accentuated it even more) Something had shifted within myself, an energetic shift.
I cannot even begin to express how much information I consumed over that time, it’s absolutely wild.
What I did realise was that the way I was helping was by acknowledging the darkness that I had discovered. Making the unconscious, conscious and by speaking up and sharing information via social media was a way of helping. I was very gung ho at the start, posting anything and everything. But what I know for sure is that it’s a part that we all go through in this awakening process. There are stages and that stage is one of them. (the memes over the years prove that lol)
It was an interesting shift within. Going from a people pleaser to speaking up about the current events. That didn’t come without friction. Whether it was family or acquaintances. It could have stemmed out of love and concern, but at the same time I knew it was also coming out of fear. I felt ok with being labelled as crazy or that I had lost it. It wasn’t foreign for me in my life to feel out of place anyway, this was nothing new. I had more capacity to be ok with it, than ever before.
You definitely know where you stood with people and that’s something I really liked. It was very clear. The time was tumultuous when it came it relationships. I knew of couples who had a very rough ride during this time. A large divide was created and there were many separations. I'm very grateful that hubby and I both had our own awakenings almost simultaneously. We were perhaps a few weeks off from each other, it completely buzzes me out. I remember sending him bits and pieces off telegram, nothing forced. Every now and then. We watched a few things together and before you knew it, he was off on his adventure as well. Boy has the trajectory of our relationship shifted. That's a story for another blog ;)
Online and in person, strangers became friends. A whole new community evolved for many of us since 2020. There is much more to share. I would love to hear what your experience was over this time. It’s so important that we have conversations and there is much healing that still needs to be done. The effects of this treachery will not be known for many years to come. What’s needed now is that we continue to bring awareness, plant seeds, love big, continue to hold joy in our hearts and not play into the energy harvesting that they thrive off. Focusing on our inner work is the only way out.
Stay tuned for my experience around what comes next. The “mandates”







Love this - looking forward to sharing your journey. Much love xx