Kylie Holdem


There’s been this weird thing within myself that I’ve had since I was a child
I have never been able to understand it or put my finger on it until now
My perspective on areas of life is very Aquarian and vast. It can be challenging for me to explain the broad perspective that I see. I follow Bernhard Guenther’s telegram channel, an article he wrote in December 2024 revealed the answers that I knew but couldn’t pinpoint within myself for all this time
As a child I thought that WE WERE ALL THE SAME.
It wasn’t until another child pointed out to me that I was a “different colour” Even though I wasn’t brought up in my Maori heritage, I had always looked at all humans as being on the same level. We are all the same. (obviously unique and different, but all humans who pee, poo and bleed right)
Over the decades I have seen division, regarding race, sex, rich, poor, discrimination, in all the areas
All the words, religion, communism, ageism, racism, sexism, extremists, neurodivergence, hierarchies, transphobic, human rights, gay rights, coloured rights, misogyny and on and on and on we go.
Then you zoom into the last few years and see how well meaning areas have been corrupted by the woke agenda and now you have a new kettle of wild. Not to mention wetiko (the mind virus) that affects all of us from time to time, now has its roots deeply intertwined into many unsuspecting candidates.
NONE of it has ever sat well with me, NONE of it
Now I know why!!!
It is all IDENTIFICATION.
Even though I didn’t consciously know all this time, my higher self knew. And it’s taken decades for me to understand why
Being able to step outside of the identification.
We are all these INCREDIBLE SPARKS OF CONSCIOUSNESS and whether we understand that on a conscious level or not, we are so much more than all of this absolute craziness that has been projected onto us in the world. I know it’s all a part of our evolution and we have manifested and created much of this ourselves.
There’s so much more to us than our physical bodies and the beautiful 3D world that we are surrounded by.
The unseen, the synchronicities, the knowings, the energetic shifts, the unspoken words that we feel within each other
This is something that science will never be able to explain.
If we can detach ourselves from our conditioning, our beliefs, dogma, ideologies, expand our minds and ask questions. The world would be a much different place. However at the same time, we would not be who we are now without these experiences that we as a species have created within our lifetime.
I don’t have the answers here, purely insights to share and to create curiosity.
Many times I have held back from talking about these things publicly, because I’ve thought that I’m not articulate or knowledgeable enough to share it. But I know that some of you will have those whispers inside of you as well. Be questioning why things are the way they are. Why do we have famines in a world that is so abundant, people living homeless on the streets, people that seem to have everything, yet they are depressed and deeply unhappy.
One of my gifts is resources and what I love to do is share them, which will then give you more information and clarity around my points of discussion (the trap of identification)
It all comes back to this. Remembering who we are………
Expanding our consciousness so we can see through the veil and reconnecting to our essence, the divine spark within
We can be aware of the inhumane happenings on our earth but at the same time not allow it to consume us. We see the shadows playing out externally and within ourselves, then we focus on our dharma or we continue to search and experiment on our path to find it and then to be of service
I used to get very caught up in the external noise, especially since starting my awakening process in 2019. Whether it’s politics, corruption, war, violence, international events, national events or something closer to home. As you begin to refine and filter, you’ll see how the occult forces are harvesting your energy, wanting you to stay in a lower vibrational state. Wasting time scrolling and reading comments that are moving you further away from your important work. Distraction, not being able to focus on what’s going to add value to yourself, community and the collective consciousness But what happens as you go along, it lessens and lessens and you start to hone in more on what you’re here to do. It’s all a process, there is no right or wrong.
And you’ll potentially go off track many times.
My question to you is where and what are you identifying with? What kind of energy is it creating? Are these areas supporting you in your evolutionary process or are you staying the same?
I would love to hear your thoughts!
On another note there are lots of exciting events are happening over the next few weeks.
Sound and Yoga next week on the 20th
A wonderful Sound and Yoga day retreat in Two Rocks on Sunday 9th 10am-4pm
Artist Joydah Mae is touring Perth for a whole month and I am very grateful to be facilitating a POWERFUL event with her and some incredible wahine - Rakaunui on Friday 14th 10am-5pm
And a transformational experience with Ancestral Echoes on Sunday 16th in Cottesloe 10am-4pm
We are also curating and creating a hearty like-minded community. We had our second potluck dinner gathering on Sunday at Scarborough beach. If community has been calling you, reach out and we will add you to our private listing,





